USA Writes

People will love you,

People will hate you.

And none of it

Will have anything

To do with you.

We are all enemy in someone’s story and we’re the hero in someone else’s. I want to learn to not let it affect my life on either side of the things though. You can be the perfect Coffee but there are people who would rather have tea. ☕

If you have a wonderful man, who helps balance your whole world…. Who isn’t perfect, but is perfect for you. Who works hard & would do anything for you…Who makes you laugh & drives you crazy, who is your best friend, and sometimes your only friend, who you want to grow old with, who you are thankful for everyday. Take good care of him because it’s a blessing.
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The idea to get something is to not to want it anymore!

In reality other people liking you is a bonus, you liking yourself is the real prize.

Any question starting with “why did Allah do this or that” is a dead end.

That is for the simple reason that nobody knows why Allah does what he does.

I forget who said it, but a very wise person created the proverb “Whatever you think Allah is, he is other than that.”

We humans should never attempt to interpret the reasoning behind Allah’s actions. That is because he is God, and God should be all knowing and infinitely wise, to the point that humans cannot comprehend his actions.

Whatever our most educated guess is for the reasoning behind any of Allah’s actions, the real reason is infinitely deeper, and infinitely more calculated.

So just obey Allah, and realize that no matter how great your argument against Allah’s rulings and decisions is , he is the one who gave you the mental faculty to come up with that argument, and he also knows the perfect rebuttal to it. You can never outsmart Allah.

So why did Allah create us, make us live this hard life, and then send some people to eternal torment, and some to eternal bliss for our small actions on Earth that do not really impact Allah in anyway?

I don’t know. All I know is that God does not lie. If he did, then there would be no point in following him. So when Allah says that he is Al-Adl (the most just), I will trust him and be at peace with his decision.

I try to minimize the amount of time I spend around people who would like me better if I weren’t me.

xoxo

I had said that when you arrive I will tell you all my heart’s sorrows but how can I say that now? For all my sadness leaves my heart when you arrive.

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Thank you for being my full stop and not a comma

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xoxo

Sometimes someone says something really small and it fits right into this empty place in your heart. Eyes are the best story tellers you know.

I hide inside my scenic heart.
Words hurt.
But that’s okay.
I can deal with a messed up me
but what do I do with a messed up you?
tell me what should I do with the sadness inside of you?

Black shirt, blue jeans, glasses on and loose Tee’s
tell me a hundred stories.
ah! shut up,just let your eyes speak.

he asks me to hold him into my arms like no one has ever held before; and to kiss him barefoot in the terrace above while the moonlight flickers.

Eyes just like stars
but most of his words are new.
he reminds me only a little, but enough of my yesterdays.

I am writing about this guy I really love,
some days I really want to talk about him, he used to ask me how being alive actually feels?
and I tell him,
like a two sided coin, life and death flips, with hope amidst.

it’s comforting to know
that I have fallen for him
and I could fall no more
that’s what
my extents behold
and i can’t make sense of
how all the love in the universe
isn’t enough for the love in my heart.

June reveals colors,
trees have hidden all year,
he has a June as well.
Perhaps, this one time
I’ll ask him
to put his hopes
between my palms
cause I don’t intend
to let him go
from my arms.
I’ll keep his hopes safe
in my hands,
now and forever.
#7
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Somedays I am struggling with having and finding my purpose: somedays it’s just too difficult to wake up, do regular things,like having a bath,eating breakfast and making a call. Days when i wanna hug myself for handling each minute so beautifully without breaking down. Days that feels like arrrrggghhh.

On those days I wake up, and I remind myself that I just gotta take one task at a time. So, I cheer myself up for brushing my teeth, making the regular tea, smiling at everyone, and getting back to work despite it all.

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There are days you know,When your family isn’t there for you, when your lover isn’t there to hold your hands amidst chaos. Days when the only person that can make you happy is your mom who isn’t there anymore. You will have days when it’ll feel like the people who are supposed to know and understand you the most, just don’t.

On days like this, you will think that you’ve failed at the bonds you’ve worked so hard nurturing. Everything will seem painfully pointless when peace of mind can’t be found, even in the arms of your safe house.

If you feel like the world has let you down and the weight on your chest simply can’t get lighter, remind yourself of the times when you messed up in grand ways and wanted to cry your night into sleep but your friend showed up at your door with coke and pizza so you had a sad movie night and cried at the screen instead, feeling the world lifting off your shoulders.

Think about how many of your failures came and went without pain because your mom and dad forgave and loved you for being your messy magical self.

Yes, there will be days when your best people won’t be their best selves and those are the days when you really need to Step up to the position you’ve been given in the lives of all the brilliant people around you and love them a little harder when the world stops making much sense.

We are all fighting our battles so who can’t use a lift once in a while. When you love someone, be all in for the bad days and watch how you bring out the best of everyone.
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