Time to wait
July 6, 2025
Robert graduated from university
He was tall, thin and often be seen with a smile
education and training in technology
This man still pursed a path with firearms
He took the written test in the last week of June
Waiting anxiously, he was curious of his fate
Routine and life, the results could not come too soon
Sports and Netflix, sharing of love, how he passed the time
Will I be a cop? See the world? Things to ponder…
What does this awesome life look like in 10 years from now?
Does this path lead to growth? How will my mind mature?
Will it lead to a developed heart, happy and whole?
To be continued until next Poets United
This was written in response to a prompt from Poets and Storytellers United:
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The Friday prompt was “Form” so I chose to write in ballad form. The rhyme structure is ABAC. The first and third lines have 12 syllables, the second and fourth lines have 13 syllables. The description I read of a ballad said, “Contrary to a popular conception, it is rare if not unheard-of for a ballad to contain exactly 13 lines”….so of course, I made it 13 lines with the last line 13 syllables.
1 coupled-pentad
April 18, 2025
Allow all fully
To respond and not react
Breaking of a chain
Unstillable
February 22, 2025
Silhouettes
oh, those deepened edges
What is in there? Can I go?
fluid heat flowing like 100 meters from the shore…
Can’t hold it still
Let go!
Concepts trying to capture the unstillable
let it burn away all that is not
all that is manufactured
unborn, eternal torch purifying
distilling
basic nature
Written from the prompt provided by Poets and Storytellers United Friday Writings #165: Torch
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December 22, 2024
“It’s that first one…”
Hunched over,
years of focus trained on this moment.
Many call him Papa
as they offer their thanks.
All hairs on his head whitened by experience.
Forever grateful.
Such a great experience.
Immensely missed.
MG
June 15, 2024
Staring into darkness,
washed of all love,
void of light and warmth.
Familiar shapes start to take form.
They are light
and laughing!
They told me
that they, too
had given up.
That they had also waited for death
I take their hand
and try to walk,
leaning on them.
As expected,
I begin
to tear them down.
They smile
with a patient knowing.
They will always be here,
by side,
gracefully loving.
I wrote this in response to the prompt Friday Writings #131: Glorious Repurpose from https://poetsandstorytellersunited.blogspot.com/ . Pretty cool site.
Don’t need to explain
June 4, 2024
Letting go
of the impulse
to explain my experience.
It is.
Not because I can explain it,
because I experience it.
Beckon on
March 19, 2024
Long after lamps’ oil dwindles down
The search voices calls out to Profound
Sirens melodies beckon on
a final truth never found
Forged as tools
Vailed mirrors direct The gaze
In vast colors and every way
Except that which is plain
Seeking preceptor
Kingdoms seduce in whole
Promise lands with crossed fingers
Soon all becomes damned
Towards heaven, passions turn
Every fiber transformed to be in reach
When the fall comes, as it always does
Enemies born externally
No will left to carry on the hunt
A moment arises within the breath
The fourth time destroying ticks
that do not exist
Long after lamps’ oil dwindles down
The search voices calls out to Profound
Sirens melodies beckon on
a final truth never found
Releasing the Eye
December 4, 2023
Experiencing intuition
Logic and reason can separate
What we ‘know” to make a decision
Sometimes it’s hard to differentiate
Acknowledging moments of ego
I have to follow the thread, meditate
Releasing down and away, letting go
I don’t have to be right or justify
What my body is telling me, I know
Resting in peace, releasing of the I
When in doubt
November 7, 2023
A changing of the season. Like the passing of some deeply held belief. Would this continue for the rest of his life? Chris debated the meaning of the cirrus clouds. What message was it bringing to him? Was it a sign? Maybe his existence has no meaning at all. How could he know? Amongst the confusion he had a moment of clarity, the snow would be. The easy way out of his cyclic thinking began by not fighting nature. It does not matter whether he liked or disliked the snow, whether is was a blessing or a burden; it simply is.
This realization brought a great calm within Chris’ normally discursive mind. All along he had thought everything had such deep and profound meanings. And now, when opinion was removed, his experience was as is, not how it should be. When in doubt, breathe.
Details
Cyclic
November 7, 2023
Maybe this time, maybe things will magically change
‘I can do it,’
‘just don’t care,’
‘don’t over think it,’
…all false mantras
I was doomed from the stubborn start
1104
August 25, 2023
It’s so nice to see you again
coming out the shadows with a pen
Just two lines for now. My brain has trouble organizing thoughts sometimes. This is a greeting to the writer in me looking to resurface.
unborn
March 31, 2023
it is not impatient, it is not angry
it is not lacking, it is not form
it is stainless
it is
the basic message
February 20, 2023
energy pulsing
along with morning crunching
breathe space breathe space breathe
Pronunciation
February 13, 2023
Untitled moment
three ante meridiem
being here for now
In hope that we might sleep
April 22, 2018
In times we cannot accept,
Minutes seem likes days.
No color, no taste…even love seems fake.
And then, we step with our left instead of our right.
We choose to embrace instead of pushing away.
The shoulders fall; we breathe again in a new space
And for a moment, we open again.
522
June 3, 2017
Touched by space in a moment
Not profound nor beautiful; just simply true
Reminds to rest and allow all fully
Not to chase or resist…
Simple breathing
Stainless light
October 22, 2016
Early morning guest
October 7, 2016
Art the Dinosaur
September 29, 2016
Little rebel
September 28, 2016
photo by Emily Blincoe
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To think that I once thought of myself as free
Wind blown, free to grow, color in cheeks
Whether this life was eventually termed long or short
I’m not really sure either concept will ever come close
I wanted so much more, simply to live and be able to love
But in the end, I became just another story for the coffee book table
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moment
August 24, 2016
Heart smile, eyes gleaning
She wants only to rest in love
I’m an apple
August 19, 2016
​30 days
So beautiful
I am blessed
Where the wild things go…
August 12, 2016
Sudden creaking door
Natural smell, sudden smack
Merton beneath trees
Stillness again
August 7, 2016
Time seems stretched somehow
Playing each moment sweetly
I remember this
Dust and light
September 23, 2015
1369
May 28, 2015
It’s so easy to see it.
To feel the damp, soft leaves…
smell the sharp, fall air,
clearing away all thoughts.
Curls everywhere.
2 am chocolate.
Midnight rain…emphasizing the silence.
Somewhere deep in a dark forest,
we will sleep like cats.
Sleep easy
March 26, 2015
Of all the wanted things,
my only, is
to say goodnight
Subtle love
October 30, 2014
Finding. A hidden poem in your pocket during work….all the things I’ll never say
she sleeps
August 16, 2014
she sleeps
he lay there thinking
he is aware of the over thinking
and chooses to sit in the silence of the dark morning
breathing in, seeing the confusion, feeling the onslaught of emotions
she sleeps
he sits
breath and awareness separated by concept
candle flicker and nature dual
her breathing becomes the lesson
of letting go
the hips fall forward
allowing the channel to open
for a second he analyses
“Let go: it’s OK. Just, let go..”
Some would say he forgot his surroundings
and fell into another state.
Maybe found a higher plane…
Yet, he simply made peace with this time and place.
And as she dreamed, hoped and slept,
he sat.
hilltop breeze
August 8, 2014
Kentucky trees
erasing all thoughts
for a moment I was there
kissed by its’ breeze
The crisp, moist fallen leaves
clinging to the bottom of my jeans
everything so simple
space
July 29, 2014
…and so we spend our entire life trying to acquire the most accurate wisdom only to realize that we don’t know a fucking thing…there may be no greater gift.
I like the smell of seaworms
June 20, 2014
inspired by a fellow blogger/writers’ recent post
I like darkness; the more the better. I like it to be so dark and so silent that I actually start to look over my shoulder every few minutes. I like having fresh cheese, tomatoes, salsa, guacamole, bread and wine laid out on a table in front of me for lunch (I miss you San Francisco lunches). I really like a cup of coffee with a cigarette, yet, both speed me up too much… and then I don’t like it anymore.
I like when Charlie, my cat, grazes my arm with his wet nose. The silence after midnight. I like walking around after midnight, when most are asleep so the need to speak ceases. Weeks at  Dharma Ocean; especially when in silent mode for days on end; I also like leaving Dharma Ocean after weeks of brutal meditation (with a sign of weariness and relief).
I like the smell of seaworms; yes, I can still smell you. And yes, the books still smell like you.
I like the feeling of books being in a perfect straight line. And I too, like the sound of a door being closed slowly. Foods that have the texture of skin; the smell of my fingertips after rolling a cigarette. Eating snow, sleeping in the mountains, people that don’t suck and convincing people who do that they don’t have to suck. I like waking up still in a dream, so connected I can taste and feel what was happening. I like the way Charlie just wants to sleep and purr; no other motives.
I like staring at my kids when they don’t know I’m looking. I like staring at my kids and annoying them when they know I’m looking. Getting lost in the woods. Taking the train somewhere unplanned and unknown. Left Hand Milk Stout, Amsterdam Shag tobacco, the smell of an apartment the morning after a ton of sage has been burnt. I like biting my nails ( it’s so damn satisfying). Riding my bike downtown with no destination or direction for hours. Â A giant glass of milk with a plate of french toast.
I like ending things.
Shadow
May 22, 2014
01:55
May 22, 2014
Maps made of hands
with comfortable borders
An old friend arises
The brain played too much of a role
Empty smoke moves towards the element
while a symbol of love clicks across keyboard
Horns play this final line
Thirty seven breathes
April 30, 2014
My love,
All of these years,Â
I can still feel you;
all the trees still look like you.
All the books speak your voice,
drawing me deeper in.
And on a few moonlit mornings,
I swear you’re still gently waking me up.
We don’t talk anymore,
and I don’t get to see your face except on the computer screen.
But the last time you touched my face seems like last week.
How is it possible that I love you more now than our last sleep?
Thirty-seven breathes…
I still can’t wait to tell you of all I meet within myself.
I still wake up excited to tell you about my dreams.
You may not know it,
but these days of mine I still share with you.
All of these days, all of these years,
I still feel you.
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The end is near
April 4, 2014
The rules no longer bind
The guilt won’t hold
The machine is broke
Tell me how to speak
And i’ll abide
Tell us not to feel
I’ll fall in line
All everyone needs
is to be treated artificially
Tell us where to send our money
Use yours books
to make us fear
Teach us who not to love
The reign has gone on long enough
The end is near
The rules no longer bind
The guilt won’t hold
The machine is broke
Self-deception
March 4, 2014
Living out the shadows cast down upon us, cause it’s all we’ve ever known
Holding back everything that makes us real, cause all we learned was fear
And they say, “that it is what it is”
“It’s all the same”, well it’s  just self deception
Living the same old self- made lies once again
And they say, “that it is what it is.”
“It’s all the same”, well that’s just self deception
Keeping the truth of pain and freedom at arms length
Back to the heart of me
Living like a crayon in a drawer full of spoons, feels like liberation
Forging forward as others think it too soon, breaking all the chains
And they say, “that it is what it is”
“It’s all the same”, well it’s  just self deception
Living the same old self- made lies once again
And they say, “that it is what it is.”
“It’s all the same”, well that’s just self deception
Keeping the truth of pain and freedom at arms length
Back to the heart of me
Principasia
February 27, 2014
I met you first in a mental ward
never thought I’d feel your voice against my skin
We talked for hours in the red light
Told all that others wouldn’t hear
Miles away, ears from sight;
you’re still here
Keep telling myself
February 12, 2014
Just another number to forget
another name that I’ll always regret
Just another song I wont play at the bar
Just another late night place to avoid
another unique laugh I’ll never miss
Just another face I’ll never kiss
Or so I’ll keep telling myself…
Never gonna miss the way you say my name
or the sound of your breath,
while your head’s resting on my chest
Just another feeling I wont miss
when I wake up to your kiss
or the way you know just what to say
when I’ve been having a bad day
Never miss the way you danced with me
like everyone else has disappeared
or the way you let me love you
like I’m your best friend
Or so I’ll keep telling myself…
This is actually a song I’m working on…so it’ll probably change and be updating soon.
All to be
January 14, 2014
To sit in silence;
slowing down
thoughts losing speed
even more importantly, losing substance
Allowing all to be as is;
the tense neck
the fear of the unknown
the unassigned love
To walk as human;
to feel a heavy heart
experiencing uncertainty
knowing all is fleeting
Drifting
January 13, 2014
What do I see
lost; drifting, in this sea
but I am without oar
endlessly;
trying to allow me
quiet mind
October 30, 2013
Books for Sale
October 24, 2013
Cleaning off the bookshelves. It’s long over due. If you would like to purchase any of the following, just send me a message. Looking for s+h plus what ever you would like to pay for the book(s) in form of money order or check. (I don’t use banks)
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  Pyschology
Identity and the Life Cycle – Erik H. Erikson
Inscapes of the child’s world; Jungian counseling in schools and clinics – John Allan
Care of the soul; A guide for cultivating depth and sacredness in everyday life – Thomas Moore
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  Spiritual/Religion/Meditation
Buddha’s Lions; The Lives of the eighty-four siddhas (Abhayadatta) – Translated by James B. Robinson
The Tibetan Book of the Dead (intro by the Dalai Lama)
The Practice of Kalachakra (forward by the Dalai Lama) – Glenn H. Mullin
Science of the breath – Swami Rama, Rudolph Ballentine, M.D., Alan Hymes, M.D.
How to see yourself as you really are – Dalai Lama ..translated by Jeffrey Hopkins, PhD.
The Mishap Lineage;Transforming Confusion Into WIsdom – Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche
Enligtened courage – Dilgo Khyentse Rinpoche
The Upanishads – Translation by Eknath Easwaran
Merton and Sufism – Vons Vitae
Crisis and Story; Introduction to the Old Testament – W.Lee Humphreys
An Anthology of Living Religions – Mary Pat Fisher, Lee W. Bailey
The Routledge Companion to the study of Religion – edited by John R. HinnelsÂ
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3 p.m.
October 22, 2013
How the day melts into lilac-colored space
presenting all objects without preference or passion;
an opportunistic mirror.










