
The heroine of Sarah Beth Durst’s new edition of The Lost is named Lauren Chase, a young everywoman working an anonymous corporate job in Los Angeles, and whose mother is fighting a losing battle with illness. While waiting for another round of seemingly endless test results to arrive, none of which have been good, Lauren snaps, and instead of going home, just keeps driving — aimless except for the desire to not face the latest bad news. When the dust settles, she finds herself in the town of Lost, the literal place all lost things go: socks from the dryer, your spare pair of glasses, that shirt you loved in tenth grade, and yes, even people who’ve lost their way/purpose/family or sense of self.
What follows is an episode of The Twilight Zone in the best way! There are many people trapped in Lost, surviving by scavenging for food and other necessities from the constant stream of lost items that materialize. While in this state of limbo, they have a chance to come to terms with the reasons they are lost and thus return to the real world. Some manage this with help from a couple of mystical figures, but others do not, they lose all hope and eventually fade away into dust.
Lauren must confront her actions and come to understand how she lost her way if she hopes to return to the real world. Along the way, she forms a found family with a lost girl and the enigmatic “Finder,” a mysterious man with supernatural powers who can find people who are lost and bring them to the town, giving them a chance to discover where their life went off the rails — if they are strong enough to face their truth.
The Lost is pleasingly surprising, as Durst turns some of the cliches of self-help and radical honesty on their head. At one point we meet a messiah figure, “The Lost Man,” who appears to symbolize redemption if you follow the path, and for one horrible moment we think we’re in some cliched and obvious religious parable, only for the man to run away powerless when he meets Lauren. Symbolically, we see the orthodoxy of simplistic solutions blow away in the wind, and Lauren must find her own truth through experience.
The rules of the world of Lost are slowly revealed, and the relationship between the characters deepen in satisfying and unexpected steps, building an interesting novel that is slightly uncategorizable: part romance, part self-discovery manual, all fantastical and rather wondrous. The audiobook is ably narrated, and The Lost is an enjoyable and thought-provoking journey.
Some random thoughts — with the caveat that I enjoyed the book, ‘cos rereading these makes me feel I’m being a little glass-half-empty. [Warning: spoilers ahead!] [TW: Suicide, Depression]
The publisher describes this edition as an updated and expanded version of Durst’s original 2014 novel. Among other things, the ending has apparently been re-written. Whether that means changed or not, I can’t comment, not having a copy of the 2014 version to hand.
Endings:
This book kinda didn’t know how to end. Like the movie version of The Return of the King, there were multiple points that would have made perfectly fine endings, but somehow there was another chapter right after, then another, and another. Was this a good thing? I’m not sure. I would have been fine with the book ending on a more symbolic level and not tying up every little thing. But, no hate to anyone who can’t stand dangling threads.
Sometimes there is a perfect place to read a book:
I was in Kissimmee, Florida for a week and was listening to The Lost on audio book while running errands. Kissimmee is not the most well-to-do or clean-cut part of Florida, so it felt like the perfect place to read this book. I constantly passed one run-down hotel that has been vandalized — completely trashed! — and had the piles of garbage everywhere just as Durst describes the town of Lost in the book. (I suspect it’s the same location used in the film The Florida Project. — A great film, BTW! Check it out if you haven’t seen it.) I’d pass homeless people everyday that looked like they could have walked straight off the pages of the book.
Not sure if I’m observing that SBD is a canny observer of life, or if her imaginings are incredibly realistic, but either way, that aspect of the book really felt almost too realistic.
Real-world vs. fantasy world:
There is a certain amount of going back and forth between Lauren’s real world and the world of Lost. Lauren’s real world appears identical to our “real world,” which creates an interesting subtext about sanity and suicide when Lauren returns to her real world, but instantly wants to return to Lost. If both Lauren’s real world and the world of the Lost were more clearly fantasy worlds different to ours, then we might have read her need to return to Lost as romantic (which I think was the intention), but instead it feels more like she’s committing suicide. So, what seems intended as a romantic emotional peak, didn’t quite land for me.
Thanks to Harlequin Audio, who supplied an audiobook for review consideration via NetGalley. All opinions my own.
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