It’s funny how a rage of fire can be turned into an avalanche of snow.

And funny how time destroys and heals.

Life is gorgeous. Such innocence. Such a sight.

I guess it can be hotter. The sun is not being intimidated by the pollution today. Either that or it’s so hot, the sun has managed to burn the layers of pollution and straight into our bones.

Hmm, I’ve been so consistent in coughing till I could feel a six pack forming. Well, at least something good is coming out of this.

Damn, I kinda regret adding some work related friends into my fb acc. Now I can’t twit in my fb anytime I want. Or comment on others during working hours. That’s just sad.

Oh well, I guess I shouldn’t be doing that anyway.

Yay! February is starting! And soon it’ll be CNY. Hmm, not really excited about CNY. But I’m glad I found some new friends from the same hometown whom I can hang out with. And the closer I get to the end of quarter, the faster I get my fat pay cheque.

It’s funny.

When a child shows affection towards the mother, the father feels proud of the loving child. But if the child shows more affection towards the father, the mother feels she is not doing enough to get the child’s attention.

Sigh, why does my boss’ mood affect me so much?

Why does gfn always create trouble for me?

Why must I always be answerable for other people’s action?

Why can’t I ask questions?

Why do people restrict me so much?

Are we strong enough?
Can we make the cut?
Can we cross the finish line
Make it out in time

Can we pass the bar
Can we make the grade
Can we make it on our own
Make in all alone

Can we pull it off
Can we save the day
When we start to recognize
And start to realize

We can do anything
we can be anyone
Just close your eyes and try
To see

We can do anything
We can be anyone
Just close your eyes and try
To see

If you believe
Believe

Da da da da… (2x)

We can do anything
We can be anyone
Just close your eyes and try
To see

We can do anything
We can be anyone
Just close your eyes and try
To see

We can do anything
We can be anyone
Just close your eyes and try
To see

If you believe…believe
If you believe.

“How could you hate me so much?”

“You made it easy.”

– Castle

I received a call couple of days back from a friend which I’ve not kept in touch for a very long time. She said she was passing by my office and was wondering how I was. And then she asked me out which I declined politely since I was extremely bogged down with work.

I guess that made her mad because she ended the call saying “… you have no idea how I can destroy your happiness because I’m good at it…”. I laughed because I thought it was meant to be a joke. Now that I recall the conversation, I find it rather morbid.

I’m citing the conversation because I’m truly afraid of what she will do. She is rather capable of making up funny ideas to destroy people’s life. But I do hope she will forget the past so she can move forward. I’m not one of those people who wish other people to stay in love with them so that they will feel wanted or important. I want them to move on and seek their own happiness since I’m not worthy of their affection.

Anyway, I’m sorry if I’ve hurt anyone unintentionally but sometimes people make mistake and I’m no exception.

Someone told me she is happy all the time. She just can’t stop smiling.

I guess it’s because she has nothing to hide. She’s clean.