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yes, i’ve moved again.. visit me at http://jlvillaraza.spaces.live.com hm… Will i still be there when you read this?

that's what they always say.. and i agree.. just recently i found myself out of it. Again, thanks for the inspiration all, it really did help me feel better, though i don't even recognize some of you. hehe

It has been a very personal experience. I guess my spiritual life was abandoned for a span of time. it's a long story, but i'm still trying to understand it now. There are already some aspects that have been made clear to me, but it seems that there's still more to learn from the experience. One thing i can say is, nothing happens by accident. Everything you go through in life happens for a reason.

and i think i still am dead.. but i guess i'm on my way to becoming alive again.. thank you for the words of encouragement guys.. it's nice to know i have friends like you who are, in a way, there for me. 🙂 life can only get better now.. i hope..

Though i'm surprised he hasn't whipped my behind so bad yet.. it has come to a point where there is nothing left i can do.. and now, i simply wait.. if you ask me whether i gave the fight my all? ashamed, i would admit that i didn't. But what can whining do now right? just have to keep moving. Well in my case now, just have to accept whatever come my way. But despite everything seeming to go wrong again, just like they did late last year, although i got myself in this mess this time, i've been a tad more stable i guess, considering that i haven't yet broken down. like they say, what won't kill you will make you stronger.. to be honest, i'm actually in the middle of hell right now.. but this time, it seems i'm in some limbo where i can see myself in the flames and i feel pain, but it's never too much.. i am being disciplined. that's for sure.

it's a day where anything that could go wrong does. *sigh* let me await my doom.

it's a day where anything that could go wrong does. *sigh* let me await my doom.

i prefer coffee from starbuck's so much more over coffee from seattle's best.. it's just that seattle's in Katipunan is a much better place to be in. The people are so friendly and the place is just perfect for studying and working. And like i said, the people make you feel welcome. This just illustrates that even though you don't have the best product, if you got the best service, people will still patronize you.

everything is on the front page.. but it doesn’t look too messy.. okay.. i’m supposed to be answering my take home exam for PI 100. I can’t get started because i’m having a hard time thinking about what to write.. it’s supposed to be written in tagalog.. Yes of course i know how to speak.. but it’s harder to get all my sentiments out when i’m not speaking in a native tongue. Though, i do wonder what would happen if you ask me to write a paper in bisaya. zzz i’m sleepy.. got so much to do.. grrr grrr grr…

I used to “skwat” outside the Engg libe since that was the only place i could get wifi access. why not just get inside the lib? i dunno, there’s nothing like indian sitting on the floor while surfing the net.. it’s the total experience of being “mobile” hehe now they’ve set up a new accesspoint somewhere and the corridors of the CS dept now has wifi waves. so now i’m blogging while waiting for class,err, exams hehe this should have come earlier.. there’ve been so many idle moments spent on this corridor playing solitaire on my computer while waiting for class.. wait a minute, i just remembered, i never went to class hehehe anyway, this is still a cool thing. I love wifi.

things are getting hectic in the real world.. no more time to blog.. will revive this when i get to see the daylight again.. ttfn