Cleaning out the closets
I started cleaning up tonight. Like a thorough cleaning where I'm pulling stuff out, dusting, throwing things away, and uncovering things I had lost or forgotten. Then I started feeling some kinda way. Now I am sad. I thought cleaning was supposed to make you feel better. Lately I have been so clear about what I want. Perhaps this is the last leg of the journey towards removing the blocks that have been in my way. A year of self-discovery. A year of improving my health - both physical and mental. I just want to be free. Free from fear and bad memories. I want to be to be unconditionally happy. I want to be free to love without restraint. I want to be able to commit to a clean life.